Posted by Marty on September 30, 2008, at 23:23:07
In reply to Re: being expected to take action » AbbieNormal, posted by Kattwoman on September 30, 2008, at 22:48:48
Kattwoman!
Glad to see you here and so to know that you've survived this crisis you had. As you can see on this thread, your short 'visit' has made a couple of us very worried for you.
> I was not only under stress I am ill and have done stupid things. I am alive thanks to all of you.
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We though the medication changes that Dr.Lassise prescribed you sent you into a 'trouble making' episode .. not just because of the benzodiazepine (Clonazepam/Rivotril ?) but also what he could have added. Antidepressant sometimes send people into mania/hypomania and after a while they fall into depression and realize all the 'mistake' they did while maniac ... was it your case Katt ? .. another possibility are antipsychotics which sends some into major depression. Are you willing to elucidate this to us ? What did Dr.Lassise ?> I do not know how I stumbled upon this sight but I did. God has been with me since this happened.
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Glad to hear that. I didn't post one of those great letter people wrote you on that day but I've read it and they were pretty touching. Btw, mines (including Babblemail/Private mail) was only to try 'another approach' because we wanted you to answer us and talk to us so we could help you. At the time you were not answering us, everything was worthy of trying.. especially as the hours passed by without news.
> The Police did nothing for all they knew I could have gone back to the begging and finished it.
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I know and it's scary to see how bad trained they are in identifying people who needs helps and not let alone for their own security. The most determined suicidal persons don't want the police to take them away of their chance of finishing it as soon as possible! ... a psychiatrist would, at least,ask for a 24h evaluation in a psychiatric ER .. but 'you know who' didn't do nothing at all regarding the situation. Not even call us back or even reply by email ! I don't know if he's stupid, but I wouldn't want him to be my psychiatrist, that's for sure! hope you have a better and caring one now.
It was not the police. It was God
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The police couldn't have saved you all the time anyway, but God can .. I like to think we were enough that night to think about you that 'your folder raised on top of the stack' on Gods desk. ;)
> I have my mind back but my heart and soul still aches.
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Many here are feeling just like that and no doubt they'll be willing to listen to your story and share their own if you gave them a chance too.Welcome back Katt !
/\/\arty
PS: Many people are waiting for good news from you on the thread you created called "Today is my day". If you post a message on that thread they will receive an email telling them you wrote something in it. In case you want to: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20080903/msgs/850075.html
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