Posted by jay2112 on January 9, 2021, at 22:06:29
In reply to Re: Lamdage + Rj.. et al Dissociation » jay2112, posted by sigismund on January 1, 2021, at 0:06:56
> >Otherwise..I am just a bottom-feeder. :(
>
> One thing we can believe is that the ugly social psychology of winners and losers should be beneath us....these beliefs are simply not worthy of humanity....it's barbarism, isn't it?, and it is recent.In my little bubble, my tiny, filthy apartment, I would make that the first law...everyone deserves to be a winner...some way or another. Self-loathing, well, the nice little white and pink benzo's and painkillers take that away. For an evening, anyways. PURE barbarianism for sure!! I NEED my pills for armour..not little Prozac or whatever...just the ones that smother the hell out of the pain. Why won't they prescribe ME what I want...oh I know why...because the shrink get's his 14 million dollar chalet paid for everytime I go squirming back to him. The god damn pharmacy I goto, I just noticed a sticker on the door when I enter, has a "Community Narcotics Awareness" program going. So, yesterday, I phoned them up about my script's, which they keep telling the doctor 'oh...you can't prescribe this with this!!', and spoke to the pharmacist and told him there was a nice little place in Hell waiting for him, and then got my stuff transferred to another pharmacy. A place where they will LISTEN...to me, that is. My body..I will put in it what I want..if you are going to force me to live in this stupid, stupid arrangement of societal neo-fascism. But, I am smart enough to know I must live. I will fight on the beaches...etc. Sorry.
Jay
I was brought up to believe..
Belief that's failed me now
As Life goes from bad to worse
No philosophy consoles me
In a clockwork universe..........
~Neil Peart (1952-2020)
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