Posted by jonhed on July 10, 2016, at 5:07:01
In reply to My Mematine Journal, day 6., posted by jonhed on July 6, 2016, at 17:02:53
I was doing so well, was even writing an email to my doctor about how good i feel and how thankful i am to her.
But as i, the 3rd day on 10mg, took my memantine dose, 3 hours later i couldn't read because of the side effects, and faces looked alien and wierd.
The good thing is that i'm used to this sort of perception disturbances cause of my past drug abuse, but why did i write to my doctor so fast?
Now i have to tell her about the side effects and that will just sound ridiculous cause about 15 hours ago i didn't have any.I will ride this out though, cause something is different this time.
I don't feel scared when these side effects come, as i always has been.That must be because the positive over weigh the negative in this case.
I want to give it at least 50 days (that's when school starts, and i can't have this side effects then.)
I now feel the powerful effects from memantine, cause last night i was definitely experiencing some dissociative side effects.
Without the clonazepam i could not do this, i promise.
Maybe i will ask her to raise it to 3mg for some weeks until the dissociative effects are over (they're there now to, it's 12 am in sweden, lunch time).
But anyway, i feel good and not any anxiety, not any panic or something like that.
Just hope that this will go away.
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