Posted by B2chica on January 25, 2015, at 22:31:43
In reply to Re: med mixing, posted by Zyprexa on January 25, 2015, at 15:42:46
its pretty severe memory loss.
i think partly due to meds, but also do to sleep stuff. when i sleep this much if feels like Days go by rather than one night. as i have been acclimated to 3 hrs a night.i'm tryig to write down everything i take during a day, but sometimes i do not.
...aw crap, i just looked at my sheet, and realized i took a second dose of haldol, so i took totoal of 4mg today... i don't thing thatssthat bad though.oh hell, i can't tell from my notes what i took yesterday and what i took today.
damn...
well, i obviously have taken a lot, but not enough to kill me.
i wish the pot was available. id be doing that now.
i was so frustrated that it wasn't available for me friday when i really needed it. . b y saturday i was so crazy out of it, i couldn't drive and today, well,... tomorrow's monday.
in another 12 hours i 'll have made it through the weekend.
barely, but i did...if my options weren't so poor i'd really say 'f-off to my pdoc...
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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