Posted by b2chica on January 1, 2015, at 3:57:16
In reply to Re: im tempted to stop... » b2chica, posted by Tomatheus on December 31, 2014, at 20:26:52
Tomatheus.
i thank you. you are correct. as much as i hate to agree right now, i'm not in a place to make large decisions.
even though its about 4 in the morning, i feel just fine now. come aroun 10-11am my mood will be in the tank until about 9 or 10 tomorrow night.as for my professional help. my pdoc is out of the office until jan 6th.
my t cancelled tuesdays appt and rescheduled for next thursday.
i emailed her and strongly asked if anything sooner.i called my pdoc office to see if i could at least Talk with pdoc... there was a nurse. i talked to her today. she wanted me to go to the hospital. unfortunately it is technically now the beginning of the year and have huge deductable to meet first. so i just cant afford it.
but like alexandra k said , i do need some private time. but not too alone...
i'll figure something out. but as for now, im starting to get a little tired so i'm going to try to sleep now.
thankyou all.
i'll try to not be to dark tomorrow if i write.
thank you all
-b"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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