Posted by phidippus on February 6, 2014, at 18:50:28
In reply to Re: Scott (pretty long post), posted by poser938 on February 6, 2014, at 18:15:00
Eric,
> It doesn't matter to you what dose I was on. You'd still find some way to explain it away.I just wanted information.
> And there you go again, taking into account some things I write and ignoring others.
I ignored those things I felt unimportant.
>One of my psychiatrists used the words "essentially an absence of affect" to describe it.
What does this mean to you?
> I can close my eyes while I'm driving and keep them closed and feel as comfortable as I am sitting on my living room couch.
Are you trying to crash?
>With music, I feel a very tiny fraction of it that I used to. Much of the way it sounds, I am oblivious to.
Does it matter what kind of music?
>There is a high-speed sweeping curve on the interstate close to my town that, before having meds mess me up, I felt a strong g-force when going around it at 80mph. I no longer feel that.
So you now have a vestibular disorder from the meds you took?
>I also no longer get an effect from many meds ive tried. Such as AdderlalI .
What affect should it have?
>And i tried Yohimbine a few weeks ago, i had tried it before in the past and it made me feel extreme,y anxious and made my heart beat fast. This time, zero effect from it.You may have been nervous the first time around you tried it. You may have been accustomed to
its effect the second time around.>it will develop into a complete absence of affect.
"Brains!" - Zombie
> And I have tried a couple of different mood stabilizers, lamictal and a couple of different Atypical Antipsychotics. I got zero effect from them. And yes, I took them in therapeutic doses.
Great,did you get agitated and anxious on them?
> But see, this is why I keep replying. I want to feel more suicidal.I spend hours a day thinking about suicide, whether I reallly want to or not.
>Me hearing more and more misunderstanding from people
What do you want from us?
Eric
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