Posted by alchemy on August 14, 2013, at 14:02:41
I never thought that I would still be writing the same things in my journal. I might even be worse because I have been fired from my last 3 jobs. And of course less hopeful as I am nearing the exhaustion of options. Pdocs and counselors say I should try to work on accepting and making the best of it. Sometimes I try, but I can't do another decade.
And why do most meds make my depression worse?
I appreciate the support and advice that I have received here. I am so worn out from pushing myself to do things, feeling like this, and losing hope. The longer it goes on, the earlier it starts, and rapid cycling are on the more treatment resistant side.
Thanks for letting me vent, I don't know if there is any advice that can be given.
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