Posted by rjlockhart37 on February 5, 2013, at 20:13:29
ughhh....i've been having down time in my room.....unproductive.....but you know i don't feel sorry for myself because i know when that happens it causes more sorrow and sorrow to other people who care about them.
I've been avoiding this slump, helpless, nothingness feeling....when im deflated all the intellect i have written, tried to program in my mind...it all fades....turns to emptiness, and i go back to basically being a helpless scared little kid. Listen, if all this babble i write, im sorry for focusing too much on myself...focus on helping other people. Still if i don't help my own mind, i can't help other people either...all that stupid wivestale of not focusing on yourself and focus on others....its nothing but wivetale false thinking crap...you have to do help yourself to even have a happy life.
falling back into negative gloom is a fear of mine....i try my best to avoid, and forget about it but it will eventually run into it again....
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1037445
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