Posted by Phil on February 4, 2013, at 15:17:17
In reply to Re: controlling brain functions, posted by rjlockhart37 on February 4, 2013, at 14:22:47
Occasional beer taste pretty good. When I try to focus on my thoughts too much I get anxious...like feeling like my pulse is too fast and I try to think it down, I get worse. lol
I had to go to ER in like '81 after about a 3 day run on some nasty stuff. Before going I laid down next to my gf in bed about 3 a.m. and she felt the bed moving with my heartbeat. I tried to chill but finally said ER NOW. I was paranoid, would they call the cops? Not rational. It was a saturday night and they were busy so I laid on that bed for an hour waiting for a heart attack. That taught me a lesson...only go two days next time. ;) It doesn't get much scarier than tachycardia. Not long after those days were gone for me. Took about a year. I was old enough and smart enough not to put myself in that position but some things seem fun at the time. A few years later, DX with depression, no sh*t right?
One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.
Friedrich Nietzsche
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