Posted by ChicagoKat on November 24, 2012, at 9:52:13
In reply to Re: Nasty mood swings Need help desperately!!!, posted by jono_in_adelaide on November 23, 2012, at 16:40:59
> kat,
>
> I think it might be time to check into the hospital as an inpatient, let them tweak your meds and keep you safe for a while
>
> best of luck
>
> JonHi Jon...thanks for your concern. I almost wish that I could go inpt, I am feeling so bad. And I know it's bad if I actually want to go b/c since being inpt before I've always said I'd rather die than go inpt again. But, unfortunately, my new insurance does not cover the hospital where I used to go, and I'm leery of going anywhere else. Since I got really bad a couple of weeks ago, I tried a new outpatient program at a different hospital (my old outpt program that I LOVED again is not covered). The new program was HORRIBLE, I mean, so bad that I felt more depressed when I was there than when I wasn't. The therapist who led the small group session was so bad...the other day I was crying uncontrollably, and she actually said to me 'you made your choice, now deal with it'. And went on to talk to other patients, incredibly about diarrhea and pie. All while I was practically sobbing. I quit the program. So now I am very leery of going to that hospital, or any other new hospital for treatment.
Another problem is that my husband is going out of town on business, and I need to stay home to take care of the kids. My kids are fuzzy and have tails, but tthey really are like children to us.
So my plan is to talk to my pdoc about this problem. I see him on Tues. I'm gonna ask him, since I can't go to the hospital where he works anymore, if he'll just agree to see me more frequently until (if) we get this problem sorted out. I have to pay out of pocket for him now, but this method would be far cheaper than going to my beloved old hospital.
Again, thanks for the concern. and sorry this post got so long. i think i have typing diarrhea.
Kat
Ive got a really bad disease
Its got me begging on my hands and knees
So take me to emergency
Cause somethin seems to be missing
Somebody take the pain away
Its like an ulcer bleeding in my brain
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