Posted by ChicagoKat on November 14, 2012, at 15:28:07
just wanted to thank you Jono for your advice. i've crashed again and am now willing to admit I need professional help. i go tomorrow for my assessment. i am hoping for an outpt. program b/c i would literally rather die than go inpt. again. but i'm not at all suicidal so it should not be a problem.
you were right as well that I would probably have to nix the trip to see my family. which I am going to do. I just can't handle anything anymore. thank the stars they were utterly understanding and caring, and just want me to get help and feel better.
your advice was really appreciated...as usual you nailed it, and now that i'm not stubborn i completely agree with you.
KatIve got a really bad disease
Its got me begging on my hands and knees
So take me to emergency
Cause somethin seems to be missing
Somebody take the pain away
Its like an ulcer bleeding in my brain
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