Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 7, 2012, at 22:35:33
In reply to Re: playing chess with psychiatry, posted by linkadge on November 7, 2012, at 20:06:00
hey link....my implication was not directly to point them out..its just starting to how observe the doctor and know what there thinking, why I'm doing this.... my doctor for period of 4 months would say I need no change to my meds and kept writing the same stuff I was on that was S H I T medication...besides prozac, and i finally had enough of her over ego speculations. I went to a psych hosptial both for that the thing that really made to step on the peddle to go was i've had the figure of the devil in my head and was trying to possess my body, i got all these wierd thoughts of doing crazy stuff....its too much wack to explain.
But back to my point, my doctor found out that I had went on when I was I was released and discharged, she got the papers of what happened. And then she said...rj you could of gotten a appointment with me...you see its like a trap to pay money and she sits there and doesnt do maintaince....its corrupt and still to this day. So...I gotta think corrupt to understand what their of treatment is...So the reason I wrote this is to deal with difficult doctors. Link...i know you probaly know, and still think in my mind I need stimulants, the only thing that has been prescibed so far is Nuvigil which ... is good for stying awake, and keeping me alert.
So....would I like to have what I want? yes...but the stuff that's happening right now...its not going to happen for a long time...i already know that, and have tried everytime I have force myself to do my own personal research...really its hard, ill think about something, go smoke, and then totally forget what I was doing. It's like breaking your leg in a rehab and you've had a past with heroine abuse, they won't give you anything...the best is suboxne. When I was in rehab....alot of herione addicts where on suboxyne[mispelled] and they still said they felt like sh*t. So in my case ... Nuvigil is similar. I hope you get what im saying...because I already know i'm an addict....and i am prone to abuse. Its just the other mental stuff that started this that are really being a problem, manic, fear filled, im afraid because of all my failures that are repeated when I do things, like work, go out with people.....the best awnser of how I am is written here on babble. So...yea
thanks...:)
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1030834
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20121029/msgs/1030889.html