Posted by b2chica on August 29, 2012, at 15:20:34
In reply to Pristiq dosages of 200 - 400 mg/day., posted by SLS on August 24, 2012, at 11:15:08
welli upped to 100 about a month ago (my memory is terrible, might be off there)
but i've been crying all mrning and suicidal thoughts. i'mreay to give it all in.
i've over mediated have 2400 gabapentin and 2mg xanax in me.
i'm ready to take more. and i'm sure i will when i have to go home...i'm redy to cave today. no strength to fight. i've been looking for support and help but cant find ita ny where. pdoc txt me back once and said dont take more than rx. ignored other txts.
friendat work is too busy. so i sat in his office and cried.
i assumed this is because of my husband and our issues. but its blown way out of proportion. maybe its an excuse toover medicate. maybe i just want out and using excuese.
maybe i cantor dont want to deal withmy emotions. maybe i'm just not mmeNT TO DEAL WITH LIFE.
God help me.
i've prayed to be a better wife. better mother.
i apparently am not a good wife. and when i exit this earth of myown doing, that would make me a HORRIBLe mother.qustion...better to live as a failyre or
die as a failure...b2c.
ps sorry to steal your thread.
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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