Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 9, 2012, at 23:42:07
i've posted all over...sls posted something about a hormone that regulates the certain ways of the body to keep its equilirium...but this is wierd...i've been doing research on it...foudn that their are cases where medications are not even being absorbed into cells...its a condition called multiple drug resistance...90 percent of things I put in my body now...expect for alcohol and methamphetamine and maybe this stuff called clonodine...all the others have no effect at all...still I know their must be something that is causing this...their are conditions where people are resisant to antibiotics because the bacteria creates intelligence to evolve and resist.
But still I don't know really what is causing this....i've asked this too many times but I am thinking their is like a bacteria infection, or anything because these medication are suppost to be helping me...not just taking a ppill with nothing. It's like my body was programmed to screw everything....my mind would get distressed vary easily during college, wear out during cross country practice...and people just thought I was not a team player, but the real reason of this is their is something wrong that has never been diagnosed, i drain energy quickly even with stimulants...and I get worn out too much...and if I don't rest or just get a breather...i pass out....but people view this as like a low life mentality...people used to make fun of me and ask if would pass out after football practice...ugh, and has not been diagnosed yet, when I find it..i will make sure there is nothing left of it. I want to incinerate this body for all the problems it caused me and get a new body and mind. getting stressed out over things that are easy to the average american.
But usally I know how to act, and put on a show to where I look like I know what i'm doing...but it doesnt last long maybe a couple months, maybe years and then the mask falls off to find this disorgaized person. That's my life....not flattering....anyways but still does anyone know is there a solution to make these medications take effect...i've thought of injecting them...but that's just too drug addict mentality I put it under my tongue but still it works somethings...others it doesnt. Just maybe could you research...i've researched this long...multiple drug resistance, malabsorbation syndrome...virus....a organism in the intestines that absorbs nutrients and medications...its like a leeche inside. And its gross too! I hope it doesnt pop out like the alien from siquorney weaver movies.. but serious I am just so sluggish right now in thinking...and moving around its not a happy situation. There is something that has not been diagnosed medically and I've got to find it out myself...all doctors i've gone to ran tests and confirmed everything "normal". No that's not right because all this sluggish and mental torment and getting lightheaded easly...their something that needs to be confirmed.
anways...thanks for reading friend
I am not a scholar but I do understand distress.
Clonodine .1mg X 3