Posted by b2chica on April 13, 2012, at 14:16:47
scott whats going on?
i dont normally get cycling from an atypical...normally only ssri's in past?
would an atypical do this? any reports on neg effects from zyprexa generic?wed and thursday felt:
full of energy, anxiety ready to do,
nervous wreck, thinking in incomplete sentences
soft of urgently depressive S.thinking/inner anger
felt frozen inside.
like a hurricane inside but muscles frozen outside.
confused and energetic
somewhat impulsive
today feel down not in suicidal sense. but physically down, slow, heavy, dont want to/cant smile. feel like my face weighs 20lbs. dont want to talk to anyone. cant do eyecontact.
sad but not overwhelmingly sad. meaning i'm not bursting into tears over anything.
feel work to even get off my chair.is this just my emotions going back to their standard states?
am i doing a reboud off yesterday.*******************
im going back to my old question of is this the med or is this me feeling like this.
so do i stop the TEVA assuming its the med, or do i stick with it assuming its me and just not stable yet.*****************
i think my pdoc called today but i honestly dont know. i'm in a lab that gets cruddy cell reception. i checked and had new voicemails, went to play it and it was pdoc intermittent and i accidently erased it. so 1)not sure what he said and 2)could have been an old one.
i txt him telling him as much. but its hard to get across how ones feeling in a txt.
as you see i tend to write short novels to describe.
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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