Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on March 26, 2012, at 21:17:22
You know I know there is not an explanation for this because its too complicated. I realize when I take my meds something is not getting passed the absorb process or they are being blocked by something in my diagestive system. It is so frustrating because I can't even feel my meds anymore. I really have been getting angry about this because first I have tried all options other than stimulants and they have failed. And now, what happens, my body has to make me miserable by screwing up something. Just so sick of my health constantly causing me problems, and causing complications. One after the other there are problems that rise and its like having a car that breaks down constanlty....eventaully you want to actually kick the car and curse at it when your trying to get it work. This is the same situation with my body and its complications It gives me. You know If humans had the ability to get new psychical bodies I would littelly have this body been destroyed of all its components. I move slow, I just wished I could hit or pound something that is responsible for all of this and frankly I wished I would pound the sh*tty job my body does and especially all the problems I have resulted in. My metabolism is slow, I get tired easily, I lose balance and dizzy you know I am only 24 years old and already I am having problems of 50 year old. Frankly I am ready to get rid of this defective organ called the body. Every thing has fallen apart and caused problems.
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