Posted by B2chica on July 25, 2011, at 12:27:34
i called today finally to get appt with pdoc and cant get in for three weeks.
wish i knew this earlier...i dont want to go to hospital again. no $
i dont want experiemental meds anymore.
i dont want cog.blunting
i dont want weight gain
i dont want nausea
i dont want vision changes
i dont want psychosisi dont even know if i want to try anymore.
im so sick of the med trials. as mentioned in thread above, having to wait weeks or months if something works. side effects.
trying something else..etc.etc.
cycle after cycle after cycle.my next try is tca's.
probably amitriptaline, tramipramine.
pdoc mentioned last time synthroid, but i just dont see that helping, only making me worse.if i had a wish (besides cure)it would be to try agomelatine or stablon...
come ON US! what's the hold up...WTF do i do now...
it started with BAD head noise at night. like restless leg syndrome in my head. pdoc thought akathesia?
then over sleeping came, tired all the time, became VERY irritable.
and last night as i drank my wine to get to sleep i kept wondering what cold steel would feel like on my temple.
the curiosities of death wonder back in my brain and i KNEW i had to call pdoc today...
i did txt him and see if he could do anything via phone and that i couldnt get in for long while....what now.
perphenazine 2mg bid
pristiq 50mg
adderall 20mg bid/tid
gabapentin 300mg (night)
now added 5. to 1mg xanax each night
poster:B2chica
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