Posted by floatingbridge on July 6, 2011, at 2:49:37
In reply to Re: no good news » floatingbridge, posted by sigismund on July 6, 2011, at 2:16:13
sigi, I realized something. I have every issue that everyone else has, like meaness and envy. But I really only want the world to be good and safe. I would never kill ten thousand people. That goodness is in my heart. That's all I ever really wanted.
People tell me I have to deal with my sh*t. I was patient number one at this clinic. Really. The doc says to me, so why do you think you have ptsd? I said because things happened. Not too big, but not small enough. Then my husband says, well, tell him about the blah blah
blah. And I said that's really enough. I mean I only Just met this clinic guy.There has to be a way to go forward without having to go back. I think this attitude of you have to look at your sh*t is unthinking and cruel and very seventies, like yeah, sign me up for primal scream therapy.
There has to be away to abide. The Dalai Lama was once asked if he did things he regretted. Oh yes, absolutely, he said. Then the interviewer said, so how did you let go of this? The Dalai Lama was
kinda' quiet. Then he said something like, oh, no. I think of it every day. It will never go away.
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