Posted by floatingbridge on June 2, 2011, at 23:32:46
In reply to Re: Guilt, wrt: repeated treatment failures » floatingbridge, posted by floatingbridge on June 2, 2011, at 9:17:17
I am sitting in my car having finished crying. Pdoc asked me to stay so he could see me after his last session. I don't get it. Why emsam isn't a good thing? Why stick with xanax when it doesn't work? I leave town for vacation.
There is something so enormous that I am not getting. Maybe that I really need another pdoc.
I was so full of optimism today, feeling I had found my feet somewhat. Maybe my dream was misinterpreted by me. It surely was iconic.
Cr*p. Three years. Sometimes I think he walked me to the door but is not going to go through the doorway with me.
Great. What will 5:30 bring? The need for another pdoc?
My posts seem to be like this, up down. I drive myself crazy.
* and whoever gazes at the stars will never again be quite alone...
c-ptsd & attendant health concerns
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