Posted by sleepygirl2 on May 30, 2011, at 22:37:07
In reply to Re: is anyone ambivalant about living? » sleepygirl2, posted by floatingbridge on May 30, 2011, at 21:58:30
Because I am someone who is afraid. I am someone who is "different". I feel like my afflictions have always been obvious, but I haven't been forgiven because of them, just avoided more. I am also pretty needy. I haven't accomplished what I want, a life that would be a little simpler and more comfortable for me. And the relationships I have had, many have been painful, some have been great. My husband is a wonderful soul. My Pdoc and t...have been so kind to me, but there are limits to those relationships, and I can't take them for granted, though you can't really take much for granted.
I am grateful for a lot, but I don't want to be this person, on meds, struggling, scared. Eh.... whining over.
Thanks fb, you are very kind. I can't imagine
not liking you.
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