Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on May 17, 2011, at 16:11:59
In reply to Re: My doctor won't treat me » rjlockhart04-08, posted by torridcalm on May 15, 2011, at 19:27:44
I read all the messages and my mom is the one that controls my medical bills and many things. I don't want to scream out for help when it is not nesscearry or relevant. It's just the doctor won't...she doesnt believe I have ADD. And anything I tell her she doesnt listen to me. She gets angry alot with me, and I need to get angry wit her because she will not cooperate with any suggestion that's regarding ADD. She's an addiction specialist and will not prescibe anything that she thinks is not suitable for me. And frankly I need to tell her I need to see someone else because she does NOTHING when I tell her what kinda of misery I'm in. She just looks at me and says "well you look great".
I admit I do have a tendacy to manipulate doctors but I've came to a descion not to do it BUT the meds im on are not working at all and this lady is so freaking hard to deal with because she gets mad at me during the sessions. She quite has a temper and needs to see some counsuling of her own so she won't get mad all the time. She has villian like qualities to me, but that's just for me.
I've got to but please thank you for everyone for you support. I've got to deal with her on my own and TRY to see if my mother will get another doctor besides her. I'm very miserable and I wish I was not living at times but i'm not suicidal i'm just very pessimistic about my situations and circumstaces. Please do not let me rub off on you. My comments are my comments. Don't let them influece you. I want the best for everyone.