Posted by jerryTRD on December 6, 2010, at 20:52:31
Since Thanksgiving I've just been going downward as far as mood goes. I've been much more depressed with some suicidal ideation at times. My anxiety is horrible and I constantly feel a sense of impending doom along with a lot of obsessive anticipatory anxiety.
I see my pdoc tomorrow and I'm literally having panic attacks about seeing him and I'm not sure why. He's a good doctor and usually listens to me but sometimes I feel as if I don't get him to understand how horrible I feel.
My meds (as I've posted before)
Adderall - helps tremendously except for the crashes after it wears off
Lexapro - not sure it's doing anything
Effexor - think it was helping at the higher dosage (my doc was gonna switch me from Effexor to Lexapro)
Klonopin -helps a little
Seroquel - when I finally get to sleep on it, it makes me want to sleep for the next week and sometimes I do sleep for 2-3 days!!I'm horribly anxious right now and have no one to talk to. I'm afraid my pdoc is gonna throw up his hands and tell me he can't treat me because my depression is so resistant.
I'm also very depressed and need a boost somehow. I don't know what to do.
Any support is appreciated
JerryDepression, chronic & severe, recurrent, treatment-resistant w/GAD.
Meds: Lexapro 10mg, Adderall IR 20mg 3x daily, Klonopin 5mg, Seroquel 400mg, Ambien 10mg, Synthroid 150mcg, Androgel 1% - 50mg
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