Posted by alexcanada on September 15, 2010, at 22:56:29
In reply to Pls post when you can .... worried. (nm), posted by Maxime on September 10, 2010, at 15:07:25
hey. sorry i couldn't reply i was gone for 4 days. i didn't end up in the hospital.
ever since lowering my dose to 20mg parnate things have improved and gaba with 30mg parnate didnt seem to help but for some reason does at 20mg parn. it helps reduce the head pain usually quite substantially. it's been easier to think more clearly overall.
i'm far from feeling well but at least this is tolerable. i just need to find some sort of real augmentation. i been sleeping bit better now too for the most part. instead of feeling best during evenings i feel best now during early afternoon and mid-day. im taking parn at 8am and 4pm. i have no idea why each day feels a little different though. it's still very difficult to talk to people but better than 30mg parn surely. i haven't had any big chest pain attacks and extremely severe strange head sensations either since dropping the dose.
still feel as if my days are passing me by. so difficult to enjoy things that i used to get a bit excited about. Halo Reach (huge video game release) just came out and I can hardly even feel any urge to play it but I force myself to. Same with my video editing which I sometimes find fun. Head pain comes most during evening and night. I wish I knew how to better manage it because it always correlates to how I am feeling. The less pain... the more drive, motivation, concentration, creativity, energy I have.
Doctors of course are clueless towards it all. And I'm sick of them telling me to just go outside every day. I been outside and away from home for the past 4 days and I felt lousy for half of them. Acceptable during the other two.
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