Posted by Maxime on August 2, 2010, at 19:37:41
In reply to Re: Weight loss meds » Maxime, posted by ed_uk2010 on August 2, 2010, at 16:07:25
I cried when I read your post, Ed. You are so right about everything. But I can't fix the eating disorder on my own. I feel like I need to be in an inpatient treatment. I am on a wait list, but it could take up to a year.
I really hate myself. I think of myself as a fat and ugly monster. I can't even look at myself in the mirror. The reflection is too ugly and scary to look at.
I feel so desperate that I even wrote to Dr.Phil. But he wouldn't want a fat person on a show about eating disorders. But I didn't know what else to do.
Thanks again for what you wrote. I believe everything that you wrote, but I don't know why you care about me.
poster:Maxime
thread:956610
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20100731/msgs/956928.html