Posted by manic666 on April 11, 2010, at 14:52:16
In reply to Re: Any med that made you gain interest in people? » manic666, posted by bulldog2 on April 11, 2010, at 12:03:41
you are right lots of people just prefer there own company//thats cool if you have no interest only in your own world ,nothing wrong with that///a lot of thing,s happen to you in depression,you loose confedence an sparkle ///some times it never return,s///withme i never go on holiday, fly anywhere ,avoid long trips//the anxierty i suffered in the years in the build up to events like holidays an stuff has never left me , so i never trigger them//the not meeting people at set organised events, is a throw of from anxierty..so i run my life round what i want to do, i have a good social life this way//take today i went to the horse raceing with all my family //it was me who suggested it yesterday , notice quick planning not long time arangement..i took benzo with me but didnt need them/// most of my biggest set backs is when i have been away from home, like working away holidays , i never want to visit away from home//my sister lives 180 miles away an although i see her from time to time ,i have never been to her house///the fear of makeing a mental fool of one self is to strong to break///so i am saying ,i dont really do anything i dont want to do// i think this thread where the poster says he has to put on a face for friends even though they dont want to //i just carnt see it ???????you do what you do like, not what you dont like.// no one is offended at the way i tackle life , they no it helps me cope,,sometimes i faulter but hey thats the way it pan,s out
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