Posted by qbsbrown on April 3, 2010, at 21:39:37
In reply to Re: Trileptal, why do you do this to me?, posted by ed_uk2010 on April 3, 2010, at 21:29:41
> >Even when off these drugs, still feels like i need, or would like some more ECT, to reset more of what i messed up, and help alliviate more of the psychotic phenomenea, which it has seemed to help.
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> It's not often that people are so keen to have ECT :) Who knows how you'll be feeling in a couple of months time. I hope you'll be much better and not in need of ECT.
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> Perhaps it would help to take Trileptal with food? It might relieve your upset stomach.
>I'll try the food thing.
I know this. I can't get ect while on lyrica and/or trileptal, i would have to taper off them, and i wasn't allowed to take a benzo 15 hours before a ect session.
SO it looks like i'm gonna be doing this taper w/o ect in the near future, plus i don't have the money for it. That said, i think my parents home is a very unhealthy and stressful place for me to do my taper, especially with my memories of my taper here last year.
It seems to me, that the mountains in california, away from people, and in nature, and doing something positive, and physical work on a farm, and not having a computer etc, might be the best thing for me.
If after my taper is over, and i don't feel well, i could come back to civilization, make some money, and have some more ect sessions if I feel necissary.
My only other options are to live at my parents, and to get a job, which i don't know if i could hold one right now. I think about a busser position at a restaurant. Or trying to get a job in my hometown of seattle, where i have connections, but i don't know if I could hold a job in my situation, the added stress and pressure. Also holds true for me trying to move to san diego and get a job there.
The middle of the mountains sound pretty nice and unstressful of a place to do this???????????
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