Posted by manic666 on March 31, 2010, at 13:25:39
In reply to Re: bipolar, i dont understand, posted by qbsbrown on March 31, 2010, at 12:18:14
thats a good post, thats the way i look at it //i mean at first anxiety was a main prob for me. when young i developed illnesses through anxierty //like excema an adanoid probs,put down later in life to anxierty , when working developed phobias like travel an a few more//put on ativan on a take as need basis, i mean i needed 24.7//then they wanted me on AD,S as i would have took as many ativan as they gave me,an in those days it was a lot.//but the court case came out with the addicts wanting answers for there addiction/// thats when i did the shop lifting sh*t an the ocd //curred by the way with real prozac, //but my anxierty would move to a sort of mania were i would be happy an crazy an do stupid things that im known for to this day,//ADS give you a break from it for a while at a price,ie/ getting fat for 1, with no help from food//killing your creative skills ect ect//but its impossible to live in the anxierty world ,you burn out an get depressed.so you take AD,S an live the twilight zone//you handle it better young but you have to get hammered on bozze,,i could work all week at breakneck speed //but i would have to completly nuke myself at the weekend to try to relax an recharge //
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