Posted by inanimate peanut on December 18, 2009, at 20:46:26
In reply to Re: Atypical Depression versus Bipolar Depression, posted by morganator on December 17, 2009, at 15:04:05
I know I'm throwing my 1.5 cents in a little late in the thread, but I've mostly just been absorbing thus far. I wish my mood was reactive-- anything to get me out of this deep depression that I wonder if I'll just live in until I die. It's actually quite funny-- my last boyfriend of a couple years broke up with me about 2 weeks after the Geodon started working. In the normal mood state brought on by the Geodon (no, I wasn't hypomanic or manic), I knew this was the best thing for us, moved on emotionally, found a new apartment, etc. It's only now that I'm so depressed again (Geodon stopped working several months ago) that I'm wishing I had him (or anyone really) back again because I'm so lonely with this depression. I think you could bring him back now though and it wouldn't change the depression. After all, I was just as depressed with him before the Geodon. You could send me on a cruise or gift me a large sum of cash and my depression wouldn't change substantially. It's terribly unfortunate that it doesn't react, because I guarantee I would be chasing whatever key it was that it needed to change, even for a few days!!!
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