Posted by sam K on July 16, 2009, at 15:28:47
i posted this in Eating, but i dont think much people post there..
didnt take too long did it? posted about it a while back. Prolly like 5 monthes ago or so. Idk just a guess.
Im over starving and am finally creating a positive body image for myself. Instead of looking in the mirror and automatically noticing negative things I think positive. Because honestly I look fine and good. Im healthy as a horse and im not overweight at all. Plus some people say im attractive.
Ive actually been over starving for a while. Thats old news. Then after that I found out about my control issues and battled them. After learning about my control issues I realized I had alot of control issues around pretty much everything I do, so I improved all over. Im creating a social life very slowly, but surely its coming.
I have finally found a reason to live.. Life continues to get easier and easier for me. I want to find more and more coping mechinisms and keep gaining knowlege about myself, and changing and doing new things. Im extremly proud of myself, but im definalty not done yet.
poster:sam K
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