Posted by Fivefires on May 24, 2009, at 5:18:02
In reply to Re: This is Major *5FAKACF* to Ground Control, posted by desolationrower on May 18, 2009, at 17:34:00
I'm still here d/r, all. I have been through the most horrible times of my life in the past nearly 1-1/2yrs, but I'm still here. I remember a time in my life when the course of my life took a change, a drastic change, in one day. So, I'm not lost yet. I dc'd Provigil as it was inducing too much agitation, even to a point of being ADDish or OCDish. My house is a mess from this med. I couldn't finish a task. Now I look around and am overwhelmed! I had labs done and am pretty much on a lot of supplements, when remember to take all. Tryin drink more water. Apparently need more red meat and for the first time in my life, just looking at it makes me ill. I'm having a hard time keeping any food down. But, I've not given up, tho' those around me seem to have fallen by the wayside. Get awfully lonely. Miss you all. Don't know WHY I'm up at 3a my time; butt, wanted you know I did cut down 1/4 oxycodone and am over the anxiety I think, but now there is the pain to deal with, Why must we live a life of less quality when there is a medication to help; idk. Not right. Everyone pointing fingers. I'd like to peek into their medicine cabinets, but won't waste my time with finger pointers. I've really HAD ENUF' OF THEM! I'm sorry been so long to respond.
good long wkend to all,
5f
poster:Fivefires
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