Posted by Garnet71 on March 27, 2009, at 20:06:37
In reply to Did Adderall make you tired?, posted by Garnet71 on March 27, 2009, at 19:49:22
I honestly don't know how much more of my life I can take. The more this goes on, the weaker of a person I think I am becoming. I can't handle any stressors any longer. I haven't even opened my bills in weeks because I can no longer pay any of them. I took out a loan from what was left of my 401k already last December, when I lost my health insurance. I have no safety net. I haven't been motivated enough to get the house ready to sell so I can stay in school,though I started moving stuff to a storage unit. I can't sell my car living in the suburbs now, and besides they told me it needs almost $2000 in work to get inspection and to fix the oil leak, and my son hit a guard rail and put a dent in the fender. One repair for inspection is $500 itself. I checked the oil yesterday in the engine--it was completely empty. I didn't check it for 10 days. I put 3 1/2 quarts in it. I am lucky the engine didn't seize up on me. I guess I have one good thing going for me, huh.
I just don't know how much more I can take. I thought this was my only hope. It's too soon to tell, but am getting anxious-type thoughts about not being able to handle my life if this doesn't work out.