Posted by Partlycloudy on January 19, 2009, at 19:18:10
To stave off recurrent depression, obsessive thinking, yet keep jitteriness at an ebb. Too much of a good thing gives me the heeby jeebies, and I just shake my day away (and even the cat scares me). Yet too little leaves me without enough will to eat enough to sustain myself. And I don't give a fig enough to bathe or read or brush my teeth or do much of anything. But the anxiety is more manageable with the small dose of Xanax I'm allowed - 1.5mg over the day. It's a bit too much Alice In WonderLand-Ish.
It's a dilemma.
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