Posted by manic666 on November 1, 2008, at 5:16:05
the reason i think i am still 30 not 60, is i lost half my life if not more to depression you sort of live parallel lives one good one bad do you not think gang.well not all bad actually in depression some things come to the front mabye music you would not entertain if normal, imotions are on high alert. you cry in turmoil but you cry mabye again not if normal. somtimes in a bad attack for some reason mabye the monster lets go, or your meds hit the spot you i dont no but you can for a time feel in utopia, not for long thats just a teaser till the moster returns to continue his distruction. but do normals feel this i dout it.out of depression we look for every thing we think we have missed, but can be disapointed life is not as perfect as we hope so mabye an just maby being normal is not all its cracked up to be. MANIC666
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