Posted by your#1fan on December 31, 2007, at 23:17:07
*****By the way there have been so many things i wanted to say on here on pbabble but i didnt have the time to, and it really got to the point, i forget to post it the next day.
Sorry i had to throw that in there.
I have a problem with communication with people, even in the own home. Im sick of it, but you know i have found i communcatie better when im manic because i "anaylyse" every thing that is said, and make something of it. When im not, im not the funnest person to talk to.
Another thing, is rerembering things, when i talk i look like an idiot if im ignorant about a conversation that is being talked about, ill just say "yea, i know!" and begging god for someone not to ask "where did you here it from" because, i either forget what is being talked about, or just ignorant to the conversation. Best thing is to keep quiet if you dont know anything to say, because i have learned the hard way.
Ok, let me just get to the point.....
anger can really make my life miserable. When im angry and hypomanic i can really think of some crazy things. ****disclaimer, i have a rule its called self-control, and it can save you much.What im really trying to say is getting angry and manic at the same time, there can be some "WHOO" thoughts that come to mind.
What im trying to say is, i think thinking things without taking a Phenothorized's to make annoying thoughts go away. ****Disclaimer, i take my medication fine, Zyperxa 7.5mg currently.
***Hypomania you do things that are not focused, but it feels good, and that is why you do things out of normal, because your driven to sparatic things.
****ADHD is also unfocused, but unmotivated energy to what your suppost to be focusing on. This is why hypomania and ADHD are linked is because they both are unfocused. But ADHD is less motivated to things, your more bored and want to figit with your nails, or anything that occuopies your time.
****OCD is when i have been obsessied with something in my head and i will litterly just constantly think about it over and over. Becoming obsessive with something can make you miserable, because your goal or motivation is "perfection". Or to reach a constant state of increase.
Wow i just wrote that out of my mind, just like that!
Please keep me in your prayers. Im having some trouble with coping life.... like saying "how was the chicked you just ate?" "what was for dinner last night?" randomly. Ok please.
Your#1fan
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