Posted by yxibow on December 17, 2007, at 3:11:32
In reply to I Quit!!!!!, posted by Phillipa on December 9, 2007, at 13:45:36
> Been waiting for over two months for a new pdoc appointment card in mailbox he can't see me til March this appointment was first week of January. I quit. No one can help me it's a losing battle. Love Phillipa
I think the holidays have a lot to do with this Jan, it is going to be difficult but not INSURMOUNTABLE to find a psychiatrist who will listen to you.
The other choice is to bite the bullet and go to an ER that you trust even if you incur expenses and get a decent referral from the psychiatrist on staff telling them that you have no psychiatrist.
I have been spending this whole weekend mired in myself and the one thing that comes down to it all is being ALONE, feeling ALONE. That's something that can be fought and overcome not by drinking myself under the table like I did, even as I am listening to sad music at the moment and crying. (And by the way I was safe and did not take my medications until all the alcohol was gone.) Also *trigger* don't get this as an idea.
There is a way of having a life for everyone, some semblence of finding inside yourself a little hobby, a church group, a social club of any sort, and I mean any, that can give you some feelings of acceptance. I say this as I struggle with this as my own highest difficulty so maybe I'm reading a bit in but I know that you have issues with marriage that I won't post because those are privy to us only.
Have the happiest of holidays that you can, get out even if you have to bundle up and just be among people, not crowded last minute shoppers but some place, and I give you this as a task, creative, museum, whatever, where you can see people.Then when shop opens so to speak in the new year, if you haven't gotten anything by the 31st I give you as a task for your LIFE to go thee and scour C*, N*, US for someone to help you.
-Look to this day For it is life, the very life of life. For yesterday is but a dream And tomorrow is only a vision But today well lived makes every yesterday a dream of happiness And tomorrow a vision of hope. Look well, therefore, to this day Such is the salutation of the dawn.-
- Kalidasa
-- Jay
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