Posted by rskontos on September 3, 2007, at 16:55:56
In reply to Re: I am afraid to think, posted by clubfitter on September 2, 2007, at 22:28:23
Link, this is the reason I came to this site. I am thinking about something on a particular day it frightens me, causes so much anxiety and my usual way to deal doesn't work and I get so depressed I can't function. I am that way today. Something falls apart and my slim veneer over my depression and anxiety slips and my fears just run at full steam ahead. I can't stop. I can't stop thinking about fear. Not things but the fear. So a big YES from me. My husband just told me to move on. I wonder how others do that because once the anxiety is out it is HARD to move ahead. So hard.......anyway, meds I am afraid of now....I have a history of them, nothing working, a bad cymbalta experience, now I am afraid of AD's and going off of them so what now, therapy is too long to wait for, I get tired of talking for 30 minutes to realize I am messed up, and it is going to take a longgggggggg time of therapy and loads of $$$$ to straighten this mess out. I am sorry I need to go back to just lurking, I am not in a good place now, I need to get the demon back in or I will bring you all down, but yes I do understand fear only too well. It is lonely sometimes being afraid of fear so thanks for this topic so I know I am not the only one from those that responded. rk
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