Posted by SometimesBlue on August 27, 2007, at 18:28:02
In reply to Re: If you have TIME...Need ADVICE on MEDS..., posted by Justherself54 on August 27, 2007, at 18:00:41
i was on lex a couple of years ago, when i had my first son, and it worked great. But i stopped because i got pregnant again. This time, it just doesn't have the same affect. I've been on it for about 1 months, right after i had my second child i got on zoloft, but that didn't work so i switched to lexapro thinking it would work like the first time.
I guess it's possible i have some post-partum issues/depression, being as my son is only 3 1/2 months old. But, i just feel like this time i'm spiralling downward so fast i can't even catch my breath.
I'm having suicidal thoughts, i think, not that i would do it, really...i could never leave my kids. But, i sometimes think that if i weren't here, i wouldnt be going thru this. Or that someone more capable could raise my kids.
i feel like i'm broken, ya know? like i'm just no good. I feel like i'm faking thru life, like i try to smile just so no one asks me what's wrong. It's easier to type my problems because i don't have to see anyone's face, judgmental eyes, ya know? But i can never talk about it.
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