Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on August 1, 2007, at 13:41:35
In reply to how it goes » cactus, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on August 1, 2007, at 11:00:51
> I have a lot more energy and have been applying for pt time work. Even shopping for new car, which is exhausting. APR. and I paid bills. ((((paying bills)))
>
> Those are the behavioral/mood effects
>
> side effects, (besides insomnia)
> GI stuff. you know the drill
> got a migraine
> some tremors
> clumsiness and dizziness
> reduced suicidal and self-injury ideation. (what a relief. this was VERY bad last week)
>
you know what?
I take that back. I'm not feeling well at all. still having bad mood swings. thinking about diagnosing myself with agitated depression and asking my pdoc for more klonopin. I'm bored, restless, can't seem to find satisfaction in doing any activities, can't concentrate and am very anxious about? what?This is awful. and the dark thoughts return. that feeling of dread. I don't know whether I should talk to pdoc again or what. I see him in about 10 days. I have 2 t appts too. I know I can do this. but still. so hard :(
poster:LlurpsieNoodle
thread:772561
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20070730/msgs/773324.html