Posted by TheMeanReds on April 3, 2007, at 13:01:05
This past week and a half Ive been stressed out more than in the past 7-8 months.
People forging my name on legal documents. DMV saying I have another licenese in another state. Getting ready to move. People around me fighting.
Basically feeling jittery about all of these things, and most of them not being resolved, I obsesse about having to deal with all this stuff, long term affects.
When I try to deal with these things I feel either people are not listening to me, they cut me off in mid sentence, ignore me, and bite at my heals. So I took twice the dose of my Xanax on these days.
I call my doctor and request a refill. And SLAP, he says I cannot be on Xanax anymore. Thanks doc, take away the only crutch I have right now to deal with the anxiety from all of this crap, that is not my fault.
No Xanax means no Lamictal. Lamictal causes panic in me. No lamictal means I do not have to take seroquel for sleep. Lamictal causes insomnia too.
So I will be on nothing. And of course 'sh*t adds up at the bottom'. Gotta get ready for the ever so fun withdrawls. And 'Ive held back a wealth of sh*t and I think Im gonna choke, Im standing in the shadows with the words stuck in my throat'.
I really think I hate my Doctor.
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