Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on March 30, 2007, at 7:09:42
In reply to *trigger* » UgottaHaveHope, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on March 30, 2007, at 4:29:12
I think my body fights rest and sleep because of nightmares I've been having and the need to stay vigilant. My place is scary. there's a kid upstairs and sometimes he's not treated very well and then I get very scared. and the mouse.
right now I was able to get 2 hours sleep from klonopin. i feel like i have a hangover tho.
and a wicked electrical storm rages in my head from acute cymbalta wtihdrawal. shocks and snaps and zaps come in multiples of 3, sometimes 5. always an odd number. and i cannot control them either.
i have been hiding the truth about my dark thoughts for so long from T and pdoc. i allude to them, but maybe if they knew how gruesome they were they might be able to help me better.
I don't think I can make it on my own anymore.
-Ll
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