Posted by TheMeanReds on March 4, 2007, at 11:26:44
In reply to The Epileptic Personality » Squiggles, posted by Quintal on March 3, 2007, at 18:57:45
Before I was on Bipolar meds I would have the 'explosiveness'. I would have boyfriends who were 'romantics', and I would never show deep affection, because I thought It would show weakness. I'd never return 'i love you', unless it was said first to me, and sometimes I would never say it back. If someone introduced me first as 'so-and-so's girlfriend' and then my name, I would be livid. But if someone would say this is 'my name', 'so and so's girlfriend' it wouldnt offend me as much. I always thought it was a feminist behavior, to not appear to be owned by a man.
If a man hurt my feelings I would just become extremely angry and break up with them....in a very theatrical fashion. I call these 'explosions'...'making the local tabloids'. Because everyone would gossip, but thats what I wanted, the final attention on me. And they still gossip about my explosions untill this day. No one is talking about them though, and I sometimes refer to this as winning.
Pretty manipulative. No, really manipulative.
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