Posted by ralphrost on January 22, 2007, at 20:46:53
Hello,
it's quite a while i've been feeling emotionally numb, living a B&W world. When my doctors put me on meds (usually SSRIs, SJW and some others), I always felt more apathetic and actually more depressed. Docs seem to ignore this fact and suggest me to push the dose higher.
When not (more) emotionless, the medicines would turn me into a mediocre person, and I'd work and study no longer caring that my life was empty and lonely. It's not a life that brings satisfaction, it's just an acceptable - though miserable - world. I see life flushing down the drain, and I'm still very young for giving up of an enjoyable life.
On monday I have an appointment with my doctor, and I thought about asking him to try Parnate, as I heard that it doesn't make people apathetic.
I wonder if anyone have the same experience that medication just make you accept a though reality. Follows an interesting article with some insight on the subject:
http://www.biopsychiatry.com/ghb/authentic.html
Cheers
Ralph
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