Posted by Phillipa on November 21, 2006, at 18:46:17
In reply to Re: AmeSansVie, plus vivante que jamais., posted by Phillipa on November 21, 2006, at 18:34:11
To all babblers here is Michael's Mother's response to the thread. Love Phillipa
Dear Jan,Is there some way you can express my gratitude to all of these people who appreciated and respected my son? I am thankful for all of the positive thoughts sent to me and Katie, Michael's sister. I am so happy that so many people recognized Michael for the special and brilliant young man he was.
Would you please try to convey this to them and assure them that my son's death was an accident? Please let them know that he meant what he had been posting and he was much better. Michael had the time of his life in September at the Austin City Limits Music Festival and posted this on My Space in his journal. I had about 6 months of my old Michael back before he left me. We had been talking in the mornings before I left for work and were going out together, shopping, dinner. In some ways, it feels more tragic to me due to this. I feel he was cheated just as he was learning to enjoy life again.
The comments people posted made me cry and cry but I know that crying is healing and it's OK.
Yes, I slept last night, with .5 mg Xanax. I do not want to get where I think I need that stuff. Wouldn't that be ironic after the years I was on Michael about it?
Love,
Cindy
poster:Phillipa
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