Posted by Lindenblüte on October 15, 2006, at 19:55:20
In reply to Can I ask you, posted by Declan on October 15, 2006, at 16:07:04
hmm well, I felt pretty 'down' this am. forced myself to get off babble and go to cafe and do 2 hours of work. felt pretty depressed, not tired, just down. then I started getting antsy- people in the cafe started annoying me- I couldn't ignore any of the 12 conversations going on around me. I took off. went to walgreens. special on ricola. i bought that and a new nailpolish, and some coffee creamer, so that i won't have to go to cafe tomorrow to wake up.
I don't know why, but when I got home at 4pm, I had a great burst of energy. cleaned my kitchen, even emptied and reorganized my cabinet of tupperware, my cookbooks, and my little zoo of kitchen appliances. wiped the countertops. did all kinds of good deeds for my home!
now I feel fine. but the hangover lasted until about 3pm.
mood stabilization- pretty good. I haven't felt a major surge of rage or grief in several days. (I've been going up from 100-300mg over 10 days, only hitting 300 yesterday).
OMG!!! THE freaking cymbalta commercial is on dammit!! LOL
see- my mood is stabilized. usually I'm laughing hysterically at this commercial.
AD effect?- no, actually, I've felt more depression since I changed my meds 2 weeks ago. Could this be due to benzodiazepine? possibly.
My suicidal thoughts are greatly decreased, however, as are many other kinds of intrusive thoughts, flashbacks, anxiety attacks, and dissociative symptoms.
-Li
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