Posted by Phillipa on September 27, 2006, at 19:54:57
In reply to Re: Good work! » Phillipa, posted by SLS on September 27, 2006, at 1:46:19
Scott what do you mean by 25mg/antiGad? Scott and Jost you really think going to the bank is an acomplishment? It only took a second. I should be able to go to mall, restaurants, all over the place by myself and not be afraid. I could before. One positive thing that happened today. My across the street neighbors got their Daughter and brought her to live with them. Their one Son committed suicide, she had tried once and lost her kids , and now her boyfriend had dumped her and was thinking the same thing again. Has been hospitalized many times. But she told me they said she was bipolar and anger was her mania.Also was addicted to pain meds. Crying very hard. She was off her prozac for nine months and felt she was doing fine. I walked up to her and before you knew it we were hugging. She told me her story I told her mine. So in a way I felt like I helped someone today. She said how thank-ful she felt to have someone to trust that understood. So is this my CBT accomplishment for the day? I did take 50mg of luvox last night. And also doubled by valium. Realized I would run out but Greg got up and I wake-up whenever he leaves. When he got back in bed his body was so cold it scared me so I took extra valium. Now how do I stop myself from doing this? I had my chart yesterday and read my dx. Axis I MDD with anxiety. Axis ll deferred(what does that mean deferred?) Axis lll multiple medical conditions. lV and V nothing written. Love Jan. ps this is to Jost, Ed everyone on this thread.