Posted by willyee on August 25, 2006, at 6:10:48
In reply to Time to say goodbye?, posted by JerryPharmStudent on August 25, 2006, at 3:03:53
> Hey everyone. I haven't been around much I know. But - things aren't going well for me and I don't see them ever getting any better than this. I wish I was one of those people who responds great to an antidepressant and has complet remission of symptoms. But I'm not. I've been chuggin along now for 15 years in incredible pain - lost all my friends. I think it's time to say goodbye. There just isn't any more hope left and I think I've just played my last hand.
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> Thanks to all of you on here who I've met and known throughout the past 10 years or so - you all have been a great support system.
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> A friend wrote to me the other day - and I think she was trying to be nice - but it just kind made me more depressed when she said that people don't repsond - they have their own lives to worry about, etc. So I took that as a sign that I've pretty much got no one in my life who cares about me anymore.
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> I don't think I'll ever find anyone to love either.
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> No - I don't have a plan. But - I dunno. I'm not gonna last much longer. I've still got a little gas to keep my engine running - a few more days. However, when it runs out - that's it.
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> thanks everyone....
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> goodbye
>I dont know your story,and your situation is a great one your honestly gonna have to come to terms with the best way u know how,BUT i will tell u people do care,i think about fellow sufferers,its one of the things that helps me keep going is to know im not the only one,and there are people as myself who wish i could help every single one of us including myself,i am 27,and with modesty am a good looking guy work out since 16,told all the time how "good i look" yet i am totaly alone,theres no way i can land a woman to accept the up and downs,so i too am extremly lonly and have been single a long time,when i worked in computers and xmas time came i had to help couples,and watch them cuddle picking out all types of things,with myhelp,hugging the whole time,when i knew i was going home to an empty room.
The point is u have a lot of understanding,and i know people may see me a certain way here but anyone who has ever emailed me personaly knows im always open to talk this is sort of a battle fieled since opinions are debated,but when someone emails with just looking for someone to talk to,well i invite that to anyone cause i myself rely on a circle of people i have.Anyway i wish u luck and hope u have more responses from people who know u a lil better.
poster:willyee
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