Posted by Jakeman on June 13, 2006, at 21:53:02
In reply to Re: Emsan-Day 35 » Jakeman, posted by Donna Louise on June 13, 2006, at 18:04:13
Donna,
I feel the irritablity but it has not gotten me into trouble. I think it has always been there under the surface. I'm sleeping half-way decently but I may investigate seroquel. At this point I'm relieved to be out of depression (most of the time) and trying to use the increased agressive feelings to my benefit. An example is my job. I have moved from a defeated feeling to more like.. this situation is pissing me off and I'm going to do something about it. I recently signed up for a career counseling program. My social life has sucked and I'm getting out a bit more. I'm thinking, if anger comes up is that a bad thing?
(someone called it the dignity emotion) For me anger comes up when I feel violated.I'm trying to meditate more too and trying to stay in touch with my gut feelings. I'm interested in your reports about lamactil or bupe. Good luck.
warm regards, Jake
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> That is exactly how I feel. I actually walked away from a friend that was asking me stupid questions in the hot sun the other day. I felt terrible about it. But I felt like if I didn't, I would either scream or slap her. Are you like this only on the patch? I am worse on the patch. something must be done. I just read a little about seroquil. I can't do anything that is going to make me sleepy all the time and crave carbs more than I already do. It is looking more like lamictal. But I am going to ask about bupe first.
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