Posted by vaisforlovers on June 1, 2006, at 21:01:47
I haven't been here for over a year. I just tried to explain why I hadn't been here and erased it cuz it seemed totally irrelevant. I just can't ask what I mean and my posts are probably really confusing.
I came here right after I started Nardil and ya'll helped a bunch. I am now on Parnate and have some ?'s. I am on 10mg 4xday. My depression, rather major symptoms - staying in recliner and watching TV all day etc are gone. But my interest in reading and gardening never came back. I have been on Mao's since 2002 as I was on my way to ECT, because my dr. could not find any drug that would work and I had been in the black hole since 1995 after trying about 21 SSRI's. He had never precribed it, but I knew somehow that it would work. My ? anyone have any suggestions, advice anything that might help me?
Another problem that has just showed his ugly face is now my husband is depressed. I have thought that was the problem with him when he stopped doing anything around the farm that wasn't absolutely necessary. He finally admitted it. When I was so sick, he didn't believe in depression and said all I had to do was "depress the button" and I would be fine. How ironic, but I feel sorry for him because for my husband to admit something is wrong was in itself, a miracle. I don't know how many people remember me, but our marriage was awful and I even had made that step and saw a lawyer 2 weeks ago. He just has a problem because he is a pilot and the FAA is so strick. But he is so bad, he doesn't even want to fly and feeling better is the first priority. I have tried to find info/forums with pilots involved to ask this question, but finally gave up.(all this just happened a couple of hours ago, but I refuse to let him get as bad as I did.) Does anyone have any advice on how to find a forum that deals with something like this? I have so much trouble asking/looking for something on the internet because I guess my wording is all wrong. I keep trying to ask on Google, but figured you guys might have an answer for me. I hope I am not too much "off the topic" to ask, but I need some help please. Don't get me wrong, he just said getting well is the main thing, but I hate to see him lose his dream -flying and he just bought a new plane. I hope someone might help me,but I think I may forget all about the flying part and find help for him. That is a problem too. We live in the boonies and I couldn't even find a psychiatrist after mine retired that wasn't 1000 miles away!
That's enough. I would be grateful for any help.
Thank you
Joanne
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