Posted by ravenstorm on April 29, 2006, at 9:59:14
In reply to Re: please rephrase that » tygereyes, posted by Dr. Bob on April 28, 2006, at 11:31:11
I just wanted to say how proud I am of you for reallizing that you can not take parnate anymore. It is a big step and big departure from earlier posts by you. I was very concerned by your posts of wanting to get back on parnate to get high and control your weight. So, congratulations for not wanting to abuse yourself in that manner anymore.
My advise to you, you probably don't want to hear, but you've asked so here goes.
I think a PRIVATE, small in patient facility that will deal with all of you and your problems cohesively is what you need. Stop school and go save your life. You are more than your diagnosises. You need to go somewhere that treats not only the dx's but the core issues that have caused the borderline, the eating disorder the addiction. You need somewhere safe and you need TIME. This won't go away in a week or two. It is the hardest thing you will ever do in your life. I hope you don't think I'm attacking you. I feel for you and want you to get well.