Posted by rjlockhart on February 6, 2006, at 21:42:41
I was trying to lay down, and it takes me time to just relax.... i layed down and relaxed ahh....
I took a 2mg clonazepam which helped, but then i woke up in this Paralzed state, i could not speak, i could not move, i just stared at the wall trying to cry for help, i couldnt. And I kept hearing this voice screaming "let me in there, A- A- A - A -A -A (the letter over and over again) "you bastard let me in there" over and over again and again. I was scared to death, i was praying in my mind. I felt a push on my chest being smuthered, and a feeling that i was in hell, a smell of blood in my nose. I felt someting was litterly pressing on me and i was losing cousiouness. I said no, and i moved my legs, i count not move my arms or head or other body, then moved my middle body, but still in this state.
Then finally I "twitched" my head and i "woke up" I was almost in a dream, but it was real with my eyes OPEN. That voice i dont know what was. It kept saying A - A -A -A A over and over, after "you bastard let me in" I thought it was my mom ROFL! it wasnt it was a diffrent voice. Very Errie.
Listen im not a "out there person" here, here is a picture of what i look like:
http://mmcconathy87.tripod.com/matt_mcconathys_photo_album/index.album?i=15&s=1Ok.
What was that.... that was terrifing.
Please post something if you read this.
Matt
poster:rjlockhart
thread:607068
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